Puberty Part 3

2004, I decided to transition back to male. My Endo gave me a script for Testosterone injections every 14 days.

I was getting blood tests every 3 months, mainly to check my hormone levels.

My Oestrogen levels were higher than my T levels, which concerned my Endo.
He put me on a strict diet, however, that didn’t work. My E levels increased.

Even though my T levels were low, I started acting like a selfish, arrogant, rude male again, which I abhored.

I treated every female like dirt too.

My emotions were nasty.
One evening when working, I received a text message, saying, “Its Mark, Or Its Nothing.”

I had feelings for this woman. 5 minutes after I transitioned back to male, she discarded me like last nights ruined meal. I was devastated.

2005, I lost my charity job, due to many reasons.
2006-2010, I cared for my father, until he passed away.

2008, I obtained work as a train cleaner, but my female feelings were trying to explode. Many of my work colleagues thought I was more female than male, but because of dad’s views, I decided to be a man.

I couldn’t shake how I truly felt.

End of Part 3
Part 4 is the last part, & may be long.

Puberty Part 2

Early- mid 1990’s, tragedy struck.

I decided to seek medical help to transition from male to female.

I was placed on hormone tablets, which worked.

Several months in, I noticed my body changing, but I still saw a male.

My moods fluctuated. My emotions were rampant.

Thankfully, my sex drive stayed non-existent, although I still prefered females over males.

2001, I took the step of living full time as a female.

Megan Wilma Jensen was born.

My Father & some Friends refused to accept me as Megan. This resulted in me doubting myself too.

I finally found work as a Kitchenhand, but was sexually harrassed by other Gay staff members.

I then found rewarding work for a charity, which helps save lives. Late 2002, we helped after a major event.

I donated all of my overtime back to the charity.

The hormones were doing their job, but I still had to shave my face every few days.

My body changes were very subtle, I had to wear push up bras.

2004, I decided that being a female was not for me.

I was sick of crying for no reason, my strength weakened, I felt like I didn’t belong to either gender.

Honestly, I felt worthless, A Waste Of Space, I wanted To Die.

This is end of part 2. I will upload part 3 soon.

Please have an awesome Friyay & Weekend.

Puberty Part 1

These next few blogs are personal 1’s about my life.

In 1965 when I was hatched, was assigned male.

As a result, I was required to do all the male activities, which I abhored.

From an early age, I felt different, but unable to talk to anyone.

Early 1970, I started school, where I met the stunnelicious CJ.

She changed my life. Not long after meeting, she suggested we swap clothing, wow did I feel relieved, but.

Age 6 started a nightmare. An older male relative began molesting me. This continued until I was 14.

Still unable to tell anyone. Our sessions continued until the day she broke up with me. To this day I don’t know why.

When I started Secondary School, things got worse. The boys would ask me sexual questions, which got me uncomfortable.

I was bullied by both boys & girls.

I wanted to die & prayed.

I was judged because I wasn’t showing any “Manly” body hair.

Even my own cousins, all male, would bully me. 1 told me to do the world a favour & drop dead.

Puberty 1 was hell for me as unwanted things happened.

I would look at the girls & wish I was as lucky as them.

In 1981, age 16, I was accused of touching the breast of another student. I still say it was accidental.

This girls friends decided to play a joke on me.

This joke resulted in me becoming infertile & with little interest in anything physical

I didn’t know that I was suffering from:

Gender Identity & Sexual Orientation Crisis.

Because of the above, I shied away from relationships, because I feared that if they got serious, I would not be able to give my wife what she wanted:


I was ashamed of my childhood traumas. I blamed myself, still do.

I tried being a “Man,” by working “Manly” jobs: Sales Asdistant, I was a Trolley Boy: In a Chicken Factory, that was an eye opener: Scrap Yard: Storeman, Stationery, Chocolate Factory, Credit Card Printer: Courier: Parcel Delivery: Bus Driver: Blood Delivery: And others.

My father wanted me to join the defence forces, but I was, still am, scared of guns. I was also unwilling to be around males, because they may want to pry into my life.

I’m a shy person, & abhor anything violent. I now know why I’m so timid.

End of Part 1. I will post part 2 soon.

Reading Wednesday

G’day Everyone from Lockdown Melbourne, Australia.

How many of you love to read?

Did you know that my eBooks are exclusively on Smashwords, but I also have an affiliate link.

This means every title owned, using that link, I receive the Authors affiliate rate.

Electronic Books are amazing as you can carry thousands on your device.

Smashwords is like a wholesaler, but each Author decides the price.

You save money & get to choose the format to download in.

By buying from my link, you will be helping me to establish MCC, obtain my surgery & establish our Vegan (Mall) Business

Please click on the above link, who knows what hidden, secret favourite, gem you may find.

Continue reading “Reading Wednesday”

Gratitude Tuesday

G’day all, Membership fees will be used to establish my Vegan Warehouse.

My plans are to reimburse each paid member 200% once established & making $$$$$.

If anyone wants to chat with me, I can schedule a 30 minute video call.

My only goal in life is to help others succeed financially & healthily too.

Vegan Monday Announcement

Happy New Week Everyone.

I’ve decided to proceed ahead with my Vegan Warehouse Business.

Each Member will receive long term benefits.

Business will consist of: MegaMart, Hairdressing/Beauty, Vet, Pet Grooming, Animal Sanctuary, Mel’s Customised Candles, Seymour Publishing Group, Holiday Accommodation which members will always pay 50% of Low Season Tariff.

Members will receive 10-25% off purchases. Members will share Annual After Tax Profit, usually deposited by November 1st.

You can pay off your membership fees, $10 per month over 10 months.

Memberships would make great Christmas gifts.

Buy 10 memberships, receive 2 Free.

Please have a safe, enjoyable, productive week, even if in lockdown, we all still can.

Post COVID is my goal to establish the above business.

Free Video Calls πŸ¦˜πŸ’žπŸ¨πŸ’πŸŒˆπŸ¦˜πŸ’žπŸ¨πŸ’πŸŒˆπŸ¦˜πŸ’žπŸ¨πŸ’πŸŒˆ

30 minute 1-2-1 calls via Zoom.

You can ask me questions about the business, Memberships & me too.

Please contact me with suitable days, dates & times.

My timezone is Melbourne, Australia.

Saturday Stupidity πŸ’žπŸŒˆπŸ¨πŸ¨πŸ’πŸ˜πŸŒβ˜•πŸ˜₯πŸ₯¦

G’day all, hope we are all doing great.

Until June 30th, 2021, or 50,000 Members.

The joining fee is just

$50 AUD.

This is once off & will be used to establish MCC as a viable business.

My goal is to be mobile so we can travel Australia.

International Members will be offered chance to travel with us, upto 14 days at a time.

10% of fees will be used to buy foodstuffs, non-alcoholic drinks, clothing & sanitary products, for Melbourne & Sydney’s Homeless.

10% from each candle will be used for the same project.

Please have an amazing weekend, & observe social distancing rules.

Cheerios My Stunnelicious Supporters, Love πŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’ž You All

Lockdown 4 eBooks Offer.

Who loves to read?

My eBooks are $0.99 USD each, but for a strictly limited time.

Please use code: UP92R at checkout.

All royalties will be used to help those most affected.

πŸ₯¦πŸ’πŸŒˆπŸ¦˜πŸ¨Tuesday Truth

I want to alleviate everyones doubts about my offers.
I’ve been burnt before, therefore would never burn anyone else. Rest assured that my offers are genuine & only rescinded if numbers not achieved. I believe in helping Everyday Humans become Financially Free.

Mel’s Customised Candles will be a Members Only Business.
Members will be able to earn a 2nd income, by encouraging Family, Friends, Neighbours, Work Colleagues to order from them.
Each member will receive benefits:
Create their own Signature Candle, which will be named after them:
10% Cashback/Credit ordered & paid:
Share in annual after Tax Profit, usually paid late November:
2 Free Candles during their Birth Month, 1 additional per 10 candles owned:
Annual Merchandise Pack:
The above applies only when a minimum of 5,000 Paid Members.
Added Incentive:
Hopefully, end of 2022, each member will receive their joining fee refunded, 200%.

Members able to cancel at anytime, with a 90% refund. 10% will be retained as an admin fee.

$1.50 per membership will be donated to charity. Same per candle. Members will eventually decide charity each month.

Members will have dedicated page on website eventually.

Members will have full access to all records, except private information of other members, team & CEO.

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