Emotional Memories.

My 1st School Photo circa 1970

Friday, June 4th, 2021, I had the weirdest dream in a long time.

I dreamt about the exact moment Claire Baire and I met.

Even though at the time my thoughts were:

She’s a Girl,

Something inside me changed, I still don’t know what it was.

From that moment, we were inseparable.

We met Monday February 2nd, 1970 at Primary School, we were both 4 years young.

Our parents started planning our wedding, we just wanted to be kids.

CB is the 1 who 1st helped me realise I was a Gurl.

I was going through some personal stuff that I couldn’t tell her.

I feel she ended things because I became distant.

I have regretted my failure as a boy.

I think about her so much.

Since this dream, I’ve hardly stopped crying, because I feel as though I let her down so much and I know that she felt disappointed in me.

My advice to everyone: Don’t listen to others,


Follow Your Heart.

Life Is Too Short To Have Regrets.

My only goal in life now, establish MCC as a business and commission a Portrait of Claire Baire which will hang above our Reception area.

Published by Mel's Customised Candles

I'm a Transfemale, whose life has not been great, lied to about various things. I've also been lied about, which is very unfair. Born & Breed in Sydney, New South Wales, Australia. Knew at 4, in 1970, that I was a gurl, but unable to do anything about it. Used & abused by others, including being molested from 6-14 by a relative, viciously assaulted, and left to die at 16, I was left infertile, & little interest in anything remotely physical. Wanted to be a Journalist, but because of assault, unable to continue my schooling. Because of molestation and assault, I have major trust issues. To keep the peace & make my father happy, did what he wanted, except join Defence Forces, Guns Scare ME. I have written & Self-Published 10 eBooks, Link below. I moved to Melbourne Australia February 2015, which has been good, thankfully I'm now settled in a great house with awesome housemates. My 2022 goal is to raise enough funds to finally undergo Gender Reassignment Surgery & Establish MCC. I plan to employ Humans & Train them in Transferrable Skills. I also plan to employ humans suffering from illness & disease. MCC will observe COVID safe practices long after they have been discontinued by others. All Team Members will be required to wear PPE when in the Production area.

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